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ok i know i havent updated in a century BUT.. i got john mayer tickets, 3 of them, and i cant go to the concert, its Nov 1 in Rochester, NY their really good, floor seats, if anyone wants to buy them, leave a comment or something
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[04 Sep 2003|02:44pm] |
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does anyone know where i can download aim plus so me -n- all of my roommates can be on the same computer at once cause we were tryin to look for it and we cant find it, thankyy
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| college, day one |
[25 Aug 2003|03:19pm] |
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so i'm finally at college and the hugest mistake i made was not bringing my computer. i seriously put a foot in my ass. so the library is goin to become my second home until my mom comes up and visits which isnt until october. one of my suitmates has a computer but i dont wanna be too, uh idk. so far, it sucks. theres been NO parties. what the hell! i've had more parties at home and i was only in high school. idk i guess i was expecting way too much comin into the whole thing. but supposedly thursday nights once basketball starts theres always parties in the basketball house. but still that isnt until a couple of months. hopefully this weekend theres something considering its a long weekend. well i gotta go shoppin for a cell phone, i'll comment and update a hell of a lot more tomorrow considering i only have one class, yahooo
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[21 Aug 2003|01:25am] |
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[20 Aug 2003|09:57pm] |
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so i'm leaving tomorrow for college. whoa i never thought i would be saying that, this year went by so fast, fuck these past 4yrs have in high school. it's crazy that im practically on my own now. well i havent updated or commented at all this summer because i worked all summer at this sleep away camp up in lake placid, ny, where they got the winter olympics. so i wasn't home this whole summer which is good in a way but in the same way it wasnt. i came home last week, just in time for the going away parties but still being away i wasnt able to hang out with all my friends cause i know it wont be the same next summer. i basically went to work there cause no other job called me back and i needed the money for college. i dont regret it at all, i met some awesome people and it gave me the chance to be away from home before college to get a feel of what its gonna be like. i was fine and it's gonna be better at college anyway cause my best friend, nicole, is going there too and she's my roommate. i would like to know what assholes would be two people who have the same name in the same room. well they did obviously, its me, nicole, nicole, and laura. today has been so urggh, so heres the complaining..i tried to streak my hair today ha keyword tried, it came out in blotches and i kept it in too long so its bleach blonde and it just looks like utter -n- complete crap, so i ran to cvs with a hat on to buy more hair dye, so i'll go back to a lighter brown tomorrow. i had to do laundry so i can finish packing, so i decided to be nice and do everyone else's in the house too since i didnt have that much, whoa wrong move. my mom left nail polish in her pocket, um who does that, and it opened in the dryer so it got over everyones clothes and that somehow was my fault because i didnt check everyones pockets. shit what the fuck ever. okay well i'm done complaining tonight i got so much shit left to pack so im gonna try and get this all done tonight, peace
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[19 Jun 2003|09:15pm] |
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little o'me forgot about fathers day this weekend and i always feel like im getting him the same thing year after year and im not the creative one here, so does anyone have some good ideas?
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[08 Jun 2003|09:50pm] |
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if i had to use one word to describe prom, suckyyy. it was so much better last year. the juniors and some of the under classmen that went were being so immature. in the center pieces for the table they had these vase type things and inside they had japanese fighting fish with candles surrounding. well the first brillant one took the fish out and flung it at a girl. and some were taking the fish out and puttin it over the candle to burn it. and another one put two fish in the same vase so they can attack each other. ok grow up. we were the first ones to leave. we left at 930. got to nicoles house cause she was having an after party and drank from 10 to 4am. it was fun, i got drunk real quick though cause we were playin drinkin games, circle of death, asshole, and quarters. i got caught tryin to cheat tons of times durin quarters cause i suck like whoa. c'mon tryin bein drunk and tryin to get a dumb quarter in a cup, it gets frustrating. so basically i got caught everytime when i tried to throw it in, so i drank more.
high school is almost over, 4 more days. i cant believe it. we're graduating so late though, the 28th. o well. everyones talking about their graduation songs, and my school being three years behind still hasnt picked one. i made my schedule for college already it goes something like this:
MWF Introduction to Computers 10:10-11:05 English Communications I 11:15-12:10 Algebra I 1:25-2:20
TR Accounting I 9:30-10:50 Principles of Business 11:00-12:20
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i know i havent updated in like 3yrs, but proms tomorrow. yayy im so exicited! :D so sunday i'll have a nice looong ass entry and fill everyone in.
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i had a whole entry typed out in an e-mail but i cant seem to find it. im tired and i dont feel like typing this over. MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:11 PM]: he hasnt done anything Dave [11:12 PM]: ok im lost now MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:13 PM]: andy was my bestfriend Dave [11:13 PM]: i know MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:14 PM]: no, like u think me and nicole r best friends right? Dave [11:15 PM]: yea MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:15 PM]: we are, but our friendship has nothing on what mine and andys was Dave [11:16 PM]: ok MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:16 PM]: cause theres only so much i tell nicole, theres like a barrier i guess you can say, i never go in deep with her and tell her whats wrong, but with andy i told him everything Dave [11:17 PM]: ok MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:18 PM]: and he'd be so blunt that i hated it sometimes but i needed it at the same time Dave [11:18 PM]: l Dave [11:18 PM]: k* MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:18 PM]: hes the only person that understood me Dave [11:18 PM]: i get you MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:19 PM]: when i talked to him like 2 weeks ago, he was like, we used to be best friends, i miss that so much MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:19 PM]: and at that moment i didnt get what he meant until right now MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:20 PM]: i miss having that person to fall back on
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i havent updated in a long time, i havent commented in a long time, i havent done anything really in a long time. saturday, i woke up really early cause me and my dad were going up to visit SUNY Cortland. i wasnt really looking forward to it at all cause i though i had my mind made up on going to wvu but i went there and i LOVED it. so basically if i get in there, its gonna be really hard to choose between the two. sunday, i went shoppin and to the movies. i saw the life of david gale. ok weird movie, but good. this whole week i felt like shit but i still went to school anyway until today, i didnt go in cause i didnt do any of my homework last night and i felt like crap this morning but now i feel the best ive been all this week so yay to that. i kinda regret not going to school cause im supposed to go to nicoles house tonight so i just hope my mom lets me go and doesnt say, 'you didnt go to school today so you cant go out.' cause we were plannin on gettin drunk tonight and then callin andy. ahh i havent talked about him in awhile basically cause i havent talked to him until uh i think it was tuesday night. it was like 12 and i was tired, ready to go to bed and i glance at my buddylist and his sn popped up. ah omg my heart dropped. he was like hi. he took him like 3yrs to type anything back cause he was on his cell. he was like i miss you sooo much. i dont even think he knows how much i wanted to him to say that. i cant wait till i hear his voice again, its been too long. but anyway, our senior trip got cancelled since we might be going to war so instead we're going to boston. so im not going cause thats just lame. so instead during break, for my graduation present, im takin a plan to san juan then from there we're takin a cruise to bermuda, sweeeet!! so im gonna go hop in the shower in hopes that im able to go out tonight. wish me luck
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yaayy, i'm finally home! this week was so boring. i did absolutely nothing but eat, sleep, and come online. how exciting! which im doing the same tonight, but tomorrows friday and that new kevin spacey movie, the life of david gale is coming out tomorrow so i'll probably end up seeing it with nicole and maybe akbar cause she said he was supposed to come up and spend the weekend at her house but who knows?! and i'll probably go tanning in the morning or the afternoon, whenever i wake up. i just love how my sleeping patterns get fucked up when i have a couple days off from school. cause its like 4 summthin and im wiide awake, shitty biz cause no ones on :( oh yeah, i wanna thank krissy (strippedx) for makin this layout for me cause i wouldnt be able to in a million years. well i have nothing else important to say so i'll leave ya with the famous friday five.
1. What is your most prized material possession? definitely my computer since i dont have my car anymore
2. What item, that you currently own, have you had the longest? my bedroom set. i've had it since i was like 10
3. Are you a packrat? no i cant stand that
4. Do you prefer a spic-and-span clean house? Or is some clutter necessary to avoid the appearance of a museum? im not the cleanest nor the messiest so i guess im tidy lol
5. Do the rooms in your house have a theme? Or is it a mixture of knick-knacks here and there? well i guess they do have a theme, kitchen stuff goes in the kitchen...
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why must it snow today and tomorrow. we're supposed to get some real big snow storm and i'm gonna be pissed if the weather people are wrong. they were wrong when they said it was going to snow yesterday. i was going to go visit SUNY Cortland with my dad but we didnt go cause it was supposed to snow. my dad has this big thing with go to cortland, hmm no. i've already decided on where i wanna go to college this fall and that's West Virginia University. we were gonna leave today and go to wv but because of the snow again we didnt go. ugghh!
school is going good, i havent missed that many days so far this quarter like i've with the rest, only one day absent. last quarter i got a 93 average, yay for me, im tryin to stay on high honor roll this year but this second half of the year, idk if im gonna be able to. the only classes im worring about is my pig class (participation in government) and criminal justice. my pig teacher, shes nice but in the same breath shes a bitch. she told us the first day that she grades really hard and she looks/acts like an over achiever so thats just great. my criminal justice teacher, now hes really cool, its my favorite class, but he said that hes gonna teach it on a college level which makes me just a little nervous, but i gotta get ready for it anyway.
everything is pretty good, im off this whole week, thank god winter break. i'm gonna get started on my thesis paper for pig that isnt due until my birthday, may 16th, but i'd rather get it over with now and knowing that i'm gonna graduate than waiting until last minute and doing a half ass job and worrying if im gonna get a bad grade. basically if you dont do the paper you dont graduate and if you do such a terrible job (remember shes a hard grader) that it might keep you from passing the class which also means your not gonna graduate. oh yeah and besides the lovely 5pg thesis paper, we gotta do 15hrs of community service. me and my cousin nicole (we have the same class) we're gonna do ours at united way aka boys & girls club. but we're gonna being doing office work, hmm fun.
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| ..all about me |
[13 Feb 2003|04:35pm] |
OO1. name; Kimberly OO2. sex; Female OO3. age; 17 OO4. birthday; May 16, 1985 OO5. place of birth; Bronx, NY OO6. siblings' names and ages; Louie 21, Joey 12, Christopher 2 OO7. parents' names; Jerry and Cathleen OO8. pets; Dog, Tiffany OO9. height; 5'3 O10. weight; ha um no comment O11. hair color; Brown O12. eye color; Brown O13. eye color of choice; Green O14. writing hand; Right O15. current residence; East Durham
BODY iLLS + SkiLLS O16. do you bite your nails; Oh yeah O17. can you roll your tongue; Nope O18. can you raise one eyebrow at a time; Yeah O19. can you blow smoke rings; no O20. can you blow spit bubbles; yupp O21. can you cross your eyes; Yup O22. can you flip your eyelids out; No O23. tattoos and where; None O24. piercings; Ears and Tongue O25. do you make your bed daily; No
CLOTHES O26. what goes on first, bra or underwear; underwear O27. which shoe goes on first; um, whichever shoe i pick up first O28. speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone; Yeah O29. on the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet; 20 bucks O30. what jewelry do you wear 24/7;Earrings, Nameplate, Class Ring, and 2 other rings O31. what's sexiest on a guy; Eyes & Arms O32. what's sexiest on a girl; Eyes O33. would you rather be on time and look ok or 10 minutes late and look great; 10 minutes late
FOOD O34. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it; Twirl O35. how many cereals in your cabinet; 5 O36. what utensils do you use to eat pizza; Fork and Knife O37. do you cook; yes i always cook MAC & CHEESE yummyy
GROOMING O38. how often do you brush your teeth; 2-3 times O39. how often do you shower/bathe; Usually once but if i work out then twice O40. how long does your shower last; 20-40mins O41. hair dying method; air dry, i dont have enough time in the morning to blow dry O42. do you paint your nails; Yea or i get them done
manners O43. do you swear; Always O44. do you spit or swallow; hmm both O45. do you spit in public; Yes sometimes O46. do you pee in the shower; Yea i have
IN AND AROUND O47. your room; TV, Bed, Stereo, Dressers, my bedroom is mad small O48. the cd player; jLo O49. person you talk most on the phone with; Nicole O50. what color is your bedroom; light blue O51. do you use an alarm clock; yea i cant wake up without it O52. name one thing you are obsessed with; AOL/AIM O53. have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex; No O54. ever sunbathed nude; Tanning bed O55. window seat or aisle; Window O56. what's your sleeping position; Stomach. O57. what kind of bed do you like; Queen. O58. even in hot weather do you use a blanket; yea cause the AC is usually on O59. do you snore; No O60. do you sleepwalk; No O61. do you talk in your sleep; yeah sometimes O62. do you sleep with a stuffed animal; No O63. how about with the light on; Usually no but i can fall asleep with it on O64. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on; tv
when was the last time you O65. took a shower; Morning O66. watched bambi; when i was like 5 O67. cried; 3 days ago O68. talked on the phone; yesterday O69. read a book; yesterday during drama O70. punched someone; hmm 3days ago
THE FUTURE O71. where do you see yourself in ten years; i wanna live in arizona, nice & warm O72. who are you going to be married to; idk O73. how many kids; idk O74. your profession; my major is sports management O75. future school; West Virginia University
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| oh why do i hate my life? |
[10 Feb 2003|11:34pm] |
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MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:48 PM]: hey whudd up Dave [10:48 PM]: hey MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:49 PM]: ehh so much drama, so much drama Dave [10:49 PM]: why whats wrong MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:50 PM]: loong story MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:50 PM]: basically if shit keeps goin at the same pace, im movin out once i hit 18 Dave [10:50 PM]: i have time Dave [10:51 PM]: let me hear it MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:51 PM]: ok have i ever talked about andy? Dave [10:51 PM]: i think so MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:52 PM]: well ive been talkin to him since 8th grade MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:52 PM]: we lose touch every now and again but we get back at each other somehow MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:52 PM]: well i havent talked to andy since july Dave [10:52 PM]: oh MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:53 PM]: he emailed me once sayin we shouldnt be mad at each other cause we been through alotta shit so i emailed him back and in one i left him my # Dave [10:54 PM]: ok Dave [10:54 PM]: but he hasnt called MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:54 PM]: so here it is feburary and i finally get an e-mail from him and he said that he was gonna call but he never said when MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:54 PM]: so im gone the whole weekend at nicoles house Dave [10:54 PM]: yea Dave [10:54 PM]: and he calls MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:55 PM]: and andy calls at 730 in the morning on sunday and is like kiiimmmmberly wake up hun, kimmmberly, wake up MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:55 PM]: ok and for some odd reason my mom flips the fuck out Dave [10:55 PM]: lol MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:55 PM]: they go out and andy calls again and leaves music on the answering machine MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:56 PM]: ok it was a fuckin VANESSA CARLTON song!! MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:56 PM]: and my moms all like rah rah rah Dave [10:56 PM]: lmfao MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:57 PM]: i get home and i check the caller id and theres MAD blocked calls which equals andy and i looked at the times and the time inbetween and i was like hes callin soon and no joke after i said that to myself the phone rang Dave [10:58 PM]: kool MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:58 PM]: i pick up the phone and the cordless is dead so my mom runs into the bedroom to get on the other phone and it being a complete and utter bitch to him MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:58 PM]: ok this is not the first time, its the THIRD time shes a bitch to him Dave [10:58 PM]: why MiXiE ChiC 69z [10:58 PM]: the first two times he didnt say nothing back to her but well yesterday he changed that Dave [10:59 PM]: oh Dave [10:59 PM]: get em andy MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:00 PM]: and he was all nasty to her and she hung up on him and he called back and my moms husband picked up and they had a few words MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:00 PM]: and yadda yadda Dave [11:00 PM]: lol MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:00 PM]: but the PART. .. MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:01 PM]: ok i was sittin in my computer chair and my mom was talkin shit and she NEVER i mean never listens to me so i screamed right back at the bitch Dave [11:02 PM]: get em gril Dave [11:02 PM]: girl MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:02 PM]: and she went after me, her hands were going right towards my neck so i pushed her away and she was like what u wanna hit me, so we went at it MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:03 PM]: and in the process she was like ur garbage and im gonna put u were u belong Dave [11:03 PM]: oh shit MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:03 PM]: so im like fine im leaving and shes like go ahead Dave [11:03 PM]: oh MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:03 PM]: so i went packed my bags and called nicoles house and she went psycho on the other end Dave [11:03 PM]: really MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:04 PM]: so im still here but anyway today... MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:04 PM]: last night when i got online i IMed nicole and tyler Dave [11:04 PM]: ok MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:05 PM]: those two sns were up on screen when the fight occurred so bob knows nicoles sn but he dont know tylers so today at work he IMed tyler on his friends sn and was talkin all this shit to em MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:05 PM]: sayin i know ur andy, like tryin to get tyler to say hes andy MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:05 PM]: its like WTF? Dave [11:06 PM]: damb Dave [11:06 PM]: so where you at now MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:06 PM]: and i told my mom and shes like thats not bob, ok what do u think im retarded MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:07 PM]: so i wrote him a nice little e-mail for when he goes to work tomorrow MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:07 PM]: im at home unfortunately Dave [11:07 PM]: oh MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:08 PM]: yah if its still goin on im out Dave [11:08 PM]: i hear you MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:09 PM]: im up for that trip to hawaii right about now Dave [11:10 PM]: lmao Dave [11:10 PM]: ill pack ad be there soon MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:10 PM]: my bags are already packed from last night
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urgh, this damn LJ is keeping me up, i tried to do a new layout, well my first one and i got the code and its still messed up! like if you max the screen, theres a huge space there and the bottom is cut off, and i cant seem to be able to change the comments, like where it has the # you could put words with it and it dont work, i got the post a comment to change but not that. and i gotta get my colors to match.
on a better note, OSU WON!! hell ya! i swear i musta aged like 5yrs with those two overtimes, especially during the first one cause if the play wasnt flagged they woulda lost :( and i swear i was gonna kick that midget announcer upside his head. here the game is over and he still talked shit, like, well miami had a better team out on the field, well obviously not if they LOST.
lastly, im turning my journal into friends only from here on out, so comment/email/or add me and i'll get back atcha.
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| is it hard to realize.. |
[23 May 2002|02:22pm] |
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I deleted all of my old entries all the way back to January. I just want to start off new and not be reminded of all the stuff I said about people about what was going on at that moment, or just be reminded period!
"A journey must begin with a single step."
Maybe this has something to do with me forgetting things and wanting to move on, but it's just those little things no matter how unimportant they may seem to other people; they have such a huge impact on you and the things that go on in your life that make it so hard to let go.
"I know I can live without you, but do I even wanna try is the real question."
So I am gonna try and move on, just like he's done. Take that step, but if the question ever arose, for him, I would take that step back.
I just don't wanna be replaced no matter how self-centered it sounds. Who doesn't? You don't want someone else to fall in love with him for the many reasons that you did. To find out how perfect he is, even though he might not think so. Or worse, for him to fall in love with her. To find out that it wasn't really you all this time, that it could be someone else he was supposed to spend the rest of his life with.
"Some strangers become more important to you than family. Maybe because you're not expected to love them. You can leave them whenever you want to, they can too. Every moment together is a choice."
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